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I was reminded of something after a bad nightmare nights before. Quite a long time ago(around 5 years), I used to go out with a bunch of friends. Bunch I say, but actually out of the bunch, only 2 persons really ever bothered about me, of course it was all back then.

Well actually, all I ever really can remember now was that it was fun, I can't really recall the details and whatnot. But surprisingly, I was brought into rememberance of a certain day during that period of time and I actually recalled what happened.

It was one of the days during the two weeks(?) where my mom and sisters made their trip to China. And I was all alone in the house.

Due to a moron, well I was in a bad mood and so I decided to go out for a walk alone. So I sent a text message to the gal friend and told her what I was gonna do. We lived within 1 km from each other's house.

It was around 2am+. She knew if I were to go out at such a time during late night, something's not right and so she told me she's gonna walk to my house(since public transport is already off by then).

And so during the time she got ready, went and bought beer and walked over to my house, I was really out for my 1 person night walk.

Now no one probably will ever feel this way unless you do the exact same thing.***P/S: strongly recommend that no one do the same, the truth is it's really dangerous.*** But it's a really weird experience. Because you are alone and just simply walking around aimlessly, for that short moment, I started to feel like I'm the only person alive on this huge world. Reality being definitely different, but that feeling was really existent.