We must

mean what we say, and we must do what we say, whether anyone's watching or not. Because God's watching.

Whenever I think of a public holiday approaching, I'm not particularly happy, because it just means more people, and I\m still not a crowd person...after so much time. crap.

I'm so gonna snap.

Sometimes I find everything so loathsome. Everyone only care about themselves, like the world revolves around them.

Just now, I wrote something, only a couple of lines and I stopped. Forget it. Words can't enter an ironhead. No matter what I say, ppl just treat it as junk, go in one side, come out from the other side. Okay, maybe it is after all. Bleh.

Lately I have been quite crude and rude, totally lacking in...what was that word? ...oh yeah, decorum. I got so sick of mysef behaving this way...I wasn't like this before...okay, not really, but not as bad. Maybe I should just go see a doctor someday soon and take a mc, and take a cab down to the beach at midnight and scream my lungs out and spend the whole night there...in a self-pitched tent. Then the next morning, I will jump into the sea and maybe I will feel better getting everything out...okay, maybe not, because I will most likely drown, considering how I can't swim.