Pourriture noble lyrics

Currently one of my favourite songs.

video with the song:




嘘の温度
嘘の湿度に
支配された薔薇の密室

甘やかに堕落する夢の底

此処は二人だけの世界
美しく腐っていく錯覚
緩やかに麻痺していく感覚

真綿でその喉を締めつけてあげましょう
もう二度とあたしから逃れぬように
薔薇柄の刻印 刻んで あなたを飼うの
音もなく壊れていく楽園

あなたが望むというのなら
華にもなる
鳥にもなる
人形にも
娼婦にもなるわ

だから他の誰もみないで
喋らないで
動かないで
あたしのためにだけ生きていて

何処へもいかないで
跪いてくちづけて
永遠をこの薔薇に誓って
この愛に乾杯を
あたしだけが真実よ

麗しく 腐蝕する
l'amour

真綿でその喉を締めつけてあげましょう
もう二度とあたしから逃れぬように
薔薇柄の刻印 刻んで あなたを飼うの
音もなく壊れていく楽園

深く堕ちていくの
いばらで手首 縛って
薔薇色の唇で 愛を囁いて

熟れすぎた罪は
甘い蜜に変わるもの

愛しさが飽和する
mon amour



Romaji:

uso no ondo
uso no shitsudo ni
shihaisareta bara no misshitsu

amayaka ni daraku suru yume no soko

koko wa futari dake no sekai
utsukushiku kusatte iku sakkaku
yuruyaka ni mahishite iku kankaku

mawata de sono nondo wo shimetsukete agemashou
mou nido to atashi kara nogarenu you ni
bara gara no kokuin kizande anata wo kau no
oto mo naku kowarete iku rakuen

anata ga nozomu to iu nara
hana ni mo naru
tori ni mo naru
ningyou ni mo
shoufu ni mo naru wa

dakara hoka no dare mo minaide
shaberanaide
ugokanaide
atashi no tame ni dake ikiteite

doko e mo ikanaide
hizamazuite kuchizukete
eien wo kono bara ni chikatte
kono ai ni kanpai wo
atashi dake ga shinjitsu yo

uruwashiku fushoku suru
l'amour

mawata de sono nondo wo shimetsukete agemashou
mou nido to atashi kara nogarenu you ni
bara gara no kokuin kizande anata wo kau no
oto mo naku kowarete iku rakuen

fukaku ochite iku no
ibara de tekubi shibatte
bara iro no kuchibiru de ai wo sasayaite

uresugita tsumi wa
amai mitsu ni kawaru mono
itoshisa ga houwa suru
mon amour

桜花(Ouka)

桜花

Very traditional feeling. Not really one of my favorites, but still a song I can appreciate listening to.


video with the song:




花冷えの 夜に騒めく 蜉蝣
夜桜 ほのかに 馨りなびく
宵闇が そっと私を連れてゆく
追憶の果てへと

降りしきる花びらが
はらりはらりと二人を隠した

重ねあう くちびるから こぼれだす 甘い罪

狂おしく舞う薄紅
甘やかに 汚されて

幻影 たなびき 搦みあう 息
泡沫 はかなく とけてゆく 聲

朧月が啼く

薄紅の毛氈 闇夜を彩り 一夜は永遠

重ねあう くちびるから
こぼれだす 甘い罪
狂おしく舞う薄紅
甘やかに 汚されて

風に散る 淡い想い
交じりあう 夜伽の嘘

ゆるゆると 視界を食む 蜉蝣
乱れ、 尽きて--

花の色は移りにけりな
いたづらに わが身世に ふるながめせしまに

朧月が啼く



Romaji:


hanabie no yoru ni zawameku kagerou
yozakura honoka ni kaori nabiku
yoiyami ga sotto watashi wo tsurete yuku
tsuioku no hate e to

furishikiru hanabira ga
harari harari to futari wo kakushita

kasaneau kuchibiru kara koboredasu amai tsumi

kuruoshiku mau usubeni
amayaka ni yogosarete

maboroshii tanabiki karamiau iki
utakata hakanaku tokete yuku koe

oborozuki ga naku

usubeni no mousen yamiyo wo irodori hitoyo wa eien

kasaneau kuchibiru kara
koboredasu amai tsumi
kuruoshiku mau usubeni
amayaka ni yogosarete

kaze ni chiru awai omoi
majiriau yotogi no uso

yuru yuru to shikai wo hamu kagerou
midare, tsukite--

hana no iro wa utsuri ni keri na
itazura ni wa ga miyo ni furu nagame seshima ni

oborozuki ga naku

LOL

Done

The layout's okay now. Well, changing a new template = problems.

Actually, I lied in my blogs from years back on livejournal, then on aeonity, then at shinobi. Actually, I like flowers. I don't adore them. But yeah, I like flowers, not as much as jewels though(sapphire!!!).

But I was saying the truth when I said I don't like diamonds.

Troubles of long hair

IMO, the one and most horrifying thing with long hair(anything longer than bra strap line) is when you need to tie it. Not tying is an option only for when you have your hair "chemically" straightened. With such a crappy weather here, letting down natural long hair down is a killer. You run the risk of it being destroyed by the sun or winds.

Well, back to tying. Now what's the big terror? It's when the pressure on difference parts of your head varies: one side gets tied too rightly, and the other side is somewhat loose. You won't get THAT much problems using a scrunchie, but it's total madness when you use those cheap elastic bands resembling normal rubber bands, only that they are made as a hair accessory. Why in the world would someone use elastic bands to tie their hand is another matter though(that thing is known for destroying your tresses). The gist is that it's ABSOLUTELY difficult to tie your hair properly with an all-round balanced pressure. There's bound to be some hair strands that are being pulled back more forcefully than others. Ended up, you have to re-tie or do some adjustments. Adjustments usually wound up to re-ties. When this process continues, you start to get fed up, pissed. Your arms feel start to cramp and you start to think "I think I should cut off my hair. This is wasting my time."

The same thing goes for a less annoying issue: waiting for hair to dry after washing it. If you don't wash your hair, all's good. For most though, washing is mandatory. And you get two options:

1)kill your hair by blow-drying it till dry
2)wait for the sun to set and come up waiting for that huge lump of hair to naturally "air-dry"

The best is really to do a bit of each. That can't be helped if you reach home from a tedious day of work at 8.00pm and it's just impossible to wait till it's 11pm before you get to sleep(it depends on how thick your hair is, but common sense that the longer and thicker it is, the more time you need for it to dry). Luckily they have those "cool-air" blowdryers nowadays so a couple of minutes won't do too much harm to your hair.

Nothing is totally good, there's bound to be good and bad points. It just depends on the individual, whether the good points are more than the bad and whether the bad ones affect him/her much more or not. Like, I absolutely think that the benefits I get from long hair is way more important than the bad points it comes with and that the benefits I get from short hair is way less than the bad points it gave me and so in the end, based on my own opinion for myself: long hair is always my preferred choice.

In any case though, I think I may be going for a 1-2 inches trim soon. My mom's not going to be happy if that ever takes place. I know her, she will be saying the same old thing: "I see no difference. You should cut more, like up to your BSL."

BSL? Nah, no way.

Chaos wars

Story: 2/10
Graphics: 8/10
Sounds/music: 6/10
voices(JPN voice acting): 8/10
Gameplay: 6.5/10
Replay: 6.5/10

Overall: 6.5/10

Boring story, stupid enemy's HP regeneration almost every move(I spent 1 hour fighting the last battle because of regeneration) and unbalanced turn based system. Like that it's not a grid-to-grid moving like other srpgs such as disgaea, view is good, controls are also pretty decent.

BAD TRANSLATIONS, many many errors(what is the professional translator doing? If this kind of standard is good enough for a professional translator, then maybe I can make it as well)

Fav characters: Hijikata Toshizou, Okita Souji

Hated characters: None


 If evil looked like a puppy, it will make our job tougher


Very true, lol.

My sis gave birth to a girl \(^.^)/

 
神様、ありがとう。やぁ、人のおばになるなんて...正直に言って、そんないい気分ではない。もちろん感謝する、嬉しいだけど、年齢の方はちょっと...多分、成長もう停止状態になっても、自分はまだ子供みたいと思う、だからその年の差...やはり、しばし受けられない。

姉の体調が大丈夫かなと心配するけど、無理矢理に私を連れて病院へ行くのは意味がないことだ。行きたいだが、行けない。悪いけど、私には事情がある、単刀直入に詳しく言えない。ただ、化け物の矛盾はそういう辛さ、やりたいことがいっぱいあるでも、自信がない、器用がない、チャンスもない。そして、一番大変のは心の壁を越えられないこと。所詮、私は女、しかも弱虫、誰かが自分の生きる価値を認めて欲しい。そうしないと、一人で耐えられない、いや、もし自分はその価値があると思うなら、一人でも構わない、きっといい人生ができる。でも、全ての努力は水の泡。得ったものがない、失ったものは多い。大損だね。それでも、大分の悩みは消えない。いつまでこういう状態が続けるの？ 待ちくたびれた。 私もう十三歳ような若い乙女じゃない、なんか長寿を持っていないとみえる、あんまり時間が残っていないこそ、もういい加減、「邪悪と病、消えろ、私に自由を。」