*sob*

我该继续希望还是选择绝望？ 

What

meaning is there to everything?

bg song lyrics

forever　聴きなれた言葉
時に人を狂わせる

forever　行き場なく漂い

水面揺らす　泡沫の夢

赤く　燃え上がる想い
時に他人を傷つけ

やがて戦場を彩り
夜を照らす　紅の月

名も無き花は　根となりて
名も無き人の　哀しみを憂う

ハレルヤ　ハレルヤ
ハレルヤ　ハレルヤ

散りゆく花は　芽となりて
散りゆく人の　儚きを偲ぶ  

覚えていますか？　過ぎしあの頃
今もいつまでも忘れえぬ日々

It's raining in the still of the night
at first light to be a memories
but don't lose grip on the dream of special
so long as I live, never say goodbye
I'll return in your heart
 

romaji

forever kikinareta kotoba
toki ni hito wo kuruwaseru

forever yukiba naku tadayoi
minamo yurasu utakata no yume

akaku moeagaru omoi
toki ni hito wo kizutsuke

yagate ikusaba wo irodori
yoru wo terasu kurenai no tsuki

na mo naki hana wa ne to narite
na mo naki hito no kanashimi wo ureu

chiriyuku hana wa me to narite
chiriyuku hito no hakanaki wo shinobu

oboeteimasu ka? sugishi ano koro
ima mo itsu made mo wasurenu hibi

It's raining in the still of the night
at first light to be a memories
but don't lose grip on the dream of special
so long as I live, never say goodbye
I'll return in your heart

悩み

このままでは生きたい想いが消えてしまう...

どうか、私に慈悲を。
 

神様,

いつもありがとう。 

Discovered

some emails from 8 years ago hidden in one of the folders inside my yahoo mail. 8 long years, and which reminds me of how it has been 8 years since the truth was revealed to me.

Basically, those are nice emails full of fun to read, a very nice brother(I hope he still is) named Brad whom I lost contact with.

And I got to meet some old friends today, and it's a good thing I guess. Everyone is living their own lives and that's really life I guess. It has been quite a long time since those days.

bleh

some people have no initiativeness.