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"You wll seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart."
Though never obvious, it's true.
Did a "quick"(no re-checking, just rushed it through) random JLPT Level 1 and I scored 279/400, 3 marks more than the passing score .
which just means, it could very well be luck.
However, judging from this, I'm pretty sure the JLPT is not exactly an excellent system for testing one's proficiency in the Japanese language.
If someone like me can pass the highest level(be it mock or not), then it shows something is not very right.
人都是肤浅的。第一眼总是看外表，地位，职位，钱财。但如认识久了，还是把给予你的待遇跟着那些东西的多少来走的话，就别再在乎那种脑子分不出真实轻重的人了。
没外表的好过一个天天鄙视你样貌觉得配不起他的人。没高尚地位或高职位的好过一个天天把你踩在脚下走的人。没无数钱财的好过一个把钱当做神来拜的人。
没人说要到处把乞丐当朋友和爱人，只建议别以他人所拥有的来衡量他们生命的价值，因为任何人都没这权力。如认识这样持续性肤浅和缺乏正确判断他人能力的人，不能容忍就尽早闪人为妙。
“操练身体，益处还少；惟独敬虔 ， 凡事都有益处，因有今生和来生的应许。”
An extremely very nice and kind friend. God bless him.
いつまで続く？ ほんとうにね、人はからだのほうがよくない状態とまったく困ることだな。苦しくてつらい。くすり、嫌い。ねむれないこと、大嫌い。力がだせない、大嫌い。あたまが痛いことを、憎む。
そしてね...やはり、やつらは頼りない連中...まあ、やつらになにか期待するのはこっちが馬鹿だ。「友達は何があっても私のそばにいる」... ふん、笑わせる言葉。人間、みなおなじだ、世界、いつでもかわらない。わたしは自分がいるたちばからまわりのひとたちをみると、失望した。
I was reminded of something after a bad nightmare nights before. Quite a long time ago(around 5 years), I used to go out with a bunch of friends. Bunch I say, but actually out of the bunch, only 2 persons really ever bothered about me, of course it was all back then.
Well actually, all I ever really can remember now was that it was fun, I can't really recall the details and whatnot. But surprisingly, I was brought into rememberance of a certain day during that period of time and I actually recalled what happened.
It was one of the days during the two weeks(?) where my mom and sisters made their trip to China. And I was all alone in the house.
Due to a moron, well I was in a bad mood and so I decided to go out for a walk alone. So I sent a text message to the gal friend and told her what I was gonna do. We lived within 1 km from each other's house.
It was around 2am+. She knew if I were to go out at such a time during late night, something's not right and so she told me she's gonna walk to my house(since public transport is already off by then).
And so during the time she got ready, went and bought beer and walked over to my house, I was really out for my 1 person night walk.
Now no one probably will ever feel this way unless you do the exact same thing.***P/S: strongly recommend that no one do the same, the truth is it's really dangerous.*** But it's a really weird experience. Because you are alone and just simply walking around aimlessly, for that short moment, I started to feel like I'm the only person alive on this huge world. Reality being definitely different, but that feeling was really existent.